Monday, March 9, 2009

Bring on the Rain!

But, to tell the truth, I am hoping for sunny skies and clear sailin' this week! As you may know, I have been ill. Instead of the illness running its usual course and me getting better, I have just stayed sick. Bummer. Then, I had a CT scan that required further investigation. And then the further investigation required even further investigation. So, today, I am going for my first mammogram! Joy! I am not 40 yet, so it is a little early to be getting one, but I'll humor the dr. Then, later this week I will be having a liver biopsy to check out that stuff they saw on the CT scan. It is all a little scary, I must admit. However, nothing is ever SERIOUSLY wrong with me...I just get odd little syndromes that few other people get. Usually it is just a little black rain cloud in my otherwise sunshine-y life! It is interesting that when faced with difficulty, I tend to get weak in the knees, and end up on them a lot more than usual! Could this be the reason for my obstacles? To remind me Who is in control? To remind me that I need better communication with my Father in Heaven?'s just this dang physical body! I can hardly wait for the day (but I will wait...years and years and years) til I no longer have to be constrained by limitations of this particular defective body! But ya know, life is the rain, it is inevitable, and neccessary for growth and further development and beauty! The rain never lasts forever (although I bet Noah and his family started to wonder!)...and though there are usually some indictors that it is going to shower, you never know for sure if you're going to get rain or not. So, in short life's forecast is this: terminal, with a chance of LIVING!!!!


Loraine said...

Hope you get better soon! Hopefully, nothing serious. We will pray for that!
Keep us posted! We love you.

alisa said...

I love your way with words friend! Please keep us updated on how you are doing! I wish we lived closer! I would just move in to that beautiful yellow house! I LOVE it!!! You are in my thoughts and prayers!

Teresa Jolley said...

I'm sorry to hear your not feeling that well. I hope it is nothing and your right. Please keep us that read your blog updated. Love your blog...and love you

Noma said...

My Gorgeous, Wonderful, BEAUTIFUL, Talented, and LOVING Daughter, Dee Dee!!! OH how I wish I were there with you to help you, serve you, love you, hold you, and try to brighten your days!! It is very hard on a Mother who loves her Children so very much to NOT be there when one of them needs me!! You are in my PRAYERS, my THOUGHTS, my Dreams, my LOVE and I wish I could take all of this on me so you wouldn't have to go through it!! I would take it away from you in a hearbeat if I could!!
Do you have any idea what you mean to me?? MY Dee Dee, who was always a LONER when she was a little girl, who never wanted a fuss made over her or attention drawn to her. You always were totally satisfied being by yourself...well...not quite by yourself! You ALWAYS HAD to have PUPPY and your Baby...that was all you needed!! I always loved to watch you play with your PUPPY and your Baby...both of them in your Baby Buggy going up and down the sidewalk with them and singing to them!! Neighbors would come out to see your BABY and find that you had a PUPPY in the Buggy also...and the PUPPY was a REAL PUPPY!! He would just lie down and let you push him all day if that is what you chose to do!! Dee Dee, you are an AWESOME Daughter, Mother, Wife, Aunt, Cousin and Friend and you are loved by so many people!! I am so very PROUD of the Woman that you are today...YOU are MY HERO and I love watching you still today...'playing with your BABIES and your own HOUSE'. You are an AMAZING person and I am so BLESSED to have you for MY Daughter!! Our Family is TRULY BLESSED to have you in our lives, I feel HEAVENLY FATHER loves me so much for allowing you to come into our home and letting US LOVE YOU!! I hope and PRAY that you will get good news about the Biopsy on Friday and that you will return to good health SOON!! Please know that all you would have to do is ask me once to come and I would drop everything to be there for you even if I had to WALK!! It might take me a few days but I would get there!!! If you want me to come...just ASK!!! I LOVE YOU BIG MUCH!!! MY LOVE ALWAYS, MOM <3

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